It NEVER gets easier...........

Several things I wanna blog about........the first one.........how can someone spend so much time with someone and talk about "being happy" one day and then NOTHING for over a week? WTF? I don't get it! Which hurts the most, being blown off or being told the truth? I am gonna feel really stupid (and aweful) if "K" calls and says that he was shot in the ass while hunting or had anmesia for the past two weeks! Anyway, guys bitch and complain that girls are too indecisive and play too many head games but, in essence, I think guys are just as guilty! I honestly think they are the WHOLE reason why girls do what they do! The true battle of the sexes! I am trying to be positive about this whole situation but, it's kinda hard to be. Girls are addicted to assholes so I tend to stay away from them but, now the nice guy proves to not be so nice either! Again, WTF? Who can one trust now-a-days? Hey girls, I am starting my own chapter of AA (addicted to assholes), wanna join?

Okay, second on the agenda......I really should have done this one first but, this is the sequence of my blog thoughts.......Baby J is having surgery tomorrow (11/30/05) and even though this is a surgery that I knew we would have to do way back when, it still SCARES me! Baby J has just been through so much in his little life. I know the good Lord will take care of him and see him through this but, it's just still scary.

checking out for a few days...............

Real Quick.....................

uh, got a boyfriend! He's so sweet! I'm so happy! I know, I know, who'da thunk it?!?!? Nae? Boyfriend? WTF? All, I know is he makes me smile when I think of him and I'm so freaking giddy~okay, I'm making myself sick..............

Hmmm, moving on~working all these jobs is kicking my ass! I AM giving up the retail business after December. They did make me feel good though last night by telling me that I was the best employee! Great! Now how do I quit?

So, worked last night and then went out with K to the local "hang-out" aka The Tavern and introduced him to Horsey and her boy, Grammers & Mar, Kim and her new man~awe, it was so cute~all couples!!! Of course, we closed that place down and ended up going to another place (only after stopping at Whataburger!!!) and the place we went to must have had "teen" night for K and I felt like the oldest ones there! It was good people watching though AND they were playing some good old school shit!!! After that, we went home and I so didn't want to get up this morning and K tried to get me to call in today and I just couldn't do it~SORRY BABY!!!!!

K, off to drink lunch................oops, did I type that out loud?

Life is good when......................

when you can honestly be happy! I have had some little things happen since my last post~F*ckface Geno played head games with me for a bit as I did with him but, it was so nice to be the one to say to him "Just like a ho!" Yeah, uh, that's done and over with FOR EVER!!! Finally! He's a liar (K, I know that doesn't say much for me going out with him and all!). Anyway, moving on~there's B~the last time we were together, it got REALLY wierd between us and I thought we were done but, NO, I ran into him at "the spot" and we talked for a minute then next thing ya know, he shows up at my place~WTF? I basically told him that I was very uncomfortable with him there and he left (of course, after trying to question me and justify his actions of our last night). So, have only seen him one time since then out at "the spot" and he didn't even acknowledge me! WHEWWWWW!!!!! Haven't talked to Houston Boy in some time~I thing we kinda lost our connection but, it's okay.

Oh yeah, celebrated my 33rd birthday with my friends from NASCAR and even went to a Dallas Cowboys party! I also got the best b-day present the week before my b-day! His name is K! He is sooooo my sweetie and I so adore him............................momma, we're keeping this one!!! I always said that I would never end up with a man who is more than 2 yrs older than me but, this one is definitely the exception! We have so much fun together and we like to just hang out in each other's company~IT'S SO GREAT!!!!!

On to another subject..............work...........another audit came and went............much easier this go 'round! It was an expected audit so, we didn't stress too bad! Also took on 2 part time jobs! One is at a small clothing retail store and the other is for one of the companies here in my suite! I really don't think that I am going to last too terribly long at the retail shop one but, the one here allows me to work whenever I want to so, I am sure I will stick to this one only! No particular reason other than to buy new things for my house is why I got these extra jobs! Speaking of work, I guess I better get back to it!!!!

All in a days work......................................